July 15

Friday morning.

Very busy day already. Got up early and took Marley up the canyon. There are some creepy guys who have been camping at the road crossing and Randy warned me not to go past that way. Not sure if they are still there, but they have been there for 2 weeks! I've been wondering what they are using for sanitation? EW.

It was cool, lots of dragonflies out. The grass is past my elbows and tickles along the trail.

Going to the genealogy library today to do some research. I love doing family history...it is interesting and I feel like a detective!

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We were able to talk with our missionary last night. We spoke with President Tams yesterday, also Dr. Liljenquist and President Holm (the new mission president). Graydon will be coming home July 25. He has an appointment with the orthopedist on July 27. Not sure yet if he will be able to go back out and serve 4 months...he is so close to finishing. I asked him, "Graydon what do YOU think is best for you right this moment?" His reply, "Mom, I need to come home." I said ok we will head in that direction. So President Holm called this morning and July 25 is the date.

Randy and I talked about the yard today. So much work around here needs to be done. Julie doesn't want to do it unless there is money involved. Right now she sleeps all day and is up all night. She doesn't want to get a job anywhere where there are people who might know her. Randy and I talked about hiring Tanner Michaelis to weed/whack and mow so we have some semblance of order. With 1 acre we are drowning in weeds and morning glory and puncture vines. It is almost too big for us. We talked about moving but don't really want to do that - what fun would the grandkids have in a smaller place? They need room to play and animals to visit...it is the little bit of 'country' they get. So we will hire out.

I am really worried about all the forthcoming medical bills. An enormous amount. Graydon's insulin is $125 for 28 day supply and he needs 2 different kinds. $250 a month plus test strips...and then 2 knee surgeries. I have got to get my course done and get a job. Randy is working a lot right now - and we are good on bills, but there isn't any extra to get into savings. I need to have faith that all will be well....during the day I am good, but in the middle of the night???? I'm worrying like crazy.

Music has been fun this week. I watched a video on boogie style piano and went in and learned the riff. It was invigorating. Also playing mandolin again. Just for myself. Worked on Shortnin' Bread and a few others. I love when the Gibson rings out and I hear the overtones. I played pretty well....but not for anyone just myself. It was comforting and a little joyful.

It is nothing fancy - but ok for a closet picker. Playing helps my stress level! Music really is the "balm of Gilead."